its complicated but its mostly because i killed my tormenter and captor who was a man she had been raised to think of as a father after that things kind of got out of hand
no there wasnt shes come here before though and i suppose we had a heart to heart but she left...and like many people who leave this place and come back she wont remember any of that if she does come back someday
i have yes many people who i came to care about as well it frankly terrifies me that everyone i care about here will leave me or worse return here and forget me i dont want to be alone again
And it's alright to feel that way. Let it run its course. Trying to fight back that sadness only has a way of bottling it up until later, when it's more difficult to deal with.
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But are you alright?
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it wasnt
im okay i just miss my twin
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but did you say she'd tried to kill you, before?
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shes been trying to kill me for decades
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its mostly because i killed my tormenter and captor who was a man she had been raised to think of as a father
after that things kind of got out of hand
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And there was no hope of convincing her of your plight?
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shes come here before though
and i suppose we had a heart to heart
but she left...and like many people who leave this place and come back
she wont remember any of that if she does come back someday
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But at least you know there might be a chance of getting through to her. Even if you must do so again.
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i do hope ill get that chance again
sorry for bothering you by the way
whats your name
im diva
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My name is Anduin.
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nice to meet you
how long have you been here
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It's felt like I've already been here a lifetime.
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are you finding it hard to settle
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Now I feel as if I understand enough that the day-to-day of it doesn't take by surprise quite as much as it once did.
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in the beginning it can take some time getting used to
ive been here for two years or so now so ive made this place my home
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You must have seen many people come and go, then.
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many people who i came to care about as well
it frankly terrifies me
that everyone i care about here will leave me
or worse
return here and forget me
i dont want to be alone again
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It just means we have to value the time we do have them for.
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i guess im just tired of it
its hard not to be bitter
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And it's alright to feel that way. Let it run its course. Trying to fight back that sadness only has a way of bottling it up until later, when it's more difficult to deal with.
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im definitely not good at bottling things up
im kind of explosive
and dramatic
or so ive been told haha
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I imagine there are many for whom that is the case.
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your father
i never really had one
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I miss him dearly.
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