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☙INBOX text ♔ audio ♙ video ♔ action Kindly leave your missives and they will be responded to with utmost haste. May you walk in the Light.

Done this day by my hand, King Anduin Llane Wrynn

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I spent day after day thinking about it afterwards I could barely look at you without blushing to my roots.

But neither of us were very good at saying how we feel. Something we're better now, at least.

I still think of it quite often. Particularly when I'm feeling foolish for not sharing my feelings with you more openly then.

And now.

I hope you know you can always share what you need to with me?

There are some things I don't feel I can share with anyone.

Not because I lack trust in them. But because I feel the burden should fall to no one else.

... I understand. I feel that way too sometimes.

[ No judgement, not from her.

But somehow, even without any details, its a confirmation... of how he has been of late. The silences, the emptiness when he thinks she is not looking. ]

It is hard, but you are loved, by me least of all, and no one should turn away from you, I know this.

By you most of all, I think you mean.

As long as you did not turn away, I think I could bear it.

Perhaps. You are all that keeps my from going mad, somedays, I think.

And no, no I should never, you do know that, don't you?

Some days I think I would well and truly fall apart without you.

I do. I can't imagine anything I could do of my own accord would cause you to turn from me.

[ It's the things he might not be able to help, the things outside of his control, that he worries about. ]