[ She clears her throat after another hasty mouthful. ]
So I do not want you to be... especially if my spirit form comes to the surface like it did last time. I became... incredibly forthright. With the things I wished to feel.
That's not a bad thing, is it? I know we're usually...a certain way with one another, but. Well. Wanting that was one of the reasons we fit so well together.
[ There's a soft huff, almost amused. ]
That doesn't mean we can't do or be anything else.
... I just worry, you know I always do, and you see... I found that there are some things I can do in my other form that are...
Not very much like how we often are in bed together. People seem to like them very much. Not that - obviously not that I take so many lovers outside of what the city asks or whom come to me for care...
[ Gah, she's making a mess of this. ]
But I must admit, I wondered to see you in such a way, where I pleased you so much. Then... Then, ah, denied more. For... For a length of time.
[There she said it, finally. Give her the medal now thank you. ]
Yes. Yes, then. Of course, I did not mean to push you in a way you did not like. Not at all, but it was... so wonderful when you held me so tightly. For a little while, it was...
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I worry that I might not... Especially with how the city likes to make us dance for them...
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I am just worried, about... with how out of sorts I have felt of late and that it is likely...
... I won't be myself, and I can not always help myself with you. I don't want it to catch you off guard.
[ It shouldn't be embarrassing to admit you desire your husband, he's her husband, for spirit's own sake. ]
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You don't have to worry. I'll do what I can to help. You know this.
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I know. You are gracious to me, always.
[ Drink. ]
It's more I found out... recently I... like it when I have the ability to be ah... more in control?
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[ Pause. ]
...oh.
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[ She clears her throat after another hasty mouthful. ]
So I do not want you to be... especially if my spirit form comes to the surface like it did last time. I became... incredibly forthright. With the things I wished to feel.
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[ Go on, give him a second to reboot. ]
Ah. Perhaps we should start planning. So that we're not caught unawares.
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I learned a few things lately, and I do worry... they could be rather a great deal more than the usual way we are?
[ She knows that usually, her... hunger aside, as far as the city is concerned, it hardly rated. He might not want it to be more or less than that. ]
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[ There's a soft huff, almost amused. ]
That doesn't mean we can't do or be anything else.
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You won't think less of me for all the ways I desire you?
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Considering.
[ Oh no, kinky wife is totally into him, whatever shall he do? ]
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[She can at least laugh a little at that. ]
... I just worry, you know I always do, and you see... I found that there are some things I can do in my other form that are...
Not very much like how we often are in bed together. People seem to like them very much. Not that - obviously not that I take so many lovers outside of what the city asks or whom come to me for care...
[ Gah, she's making a mess of this. ]
But I must admit, I wondered to see you in such a way, where I pleased you so much. Then... Then, ah, denied more. For... For a length of time.
[There she said it, finally. Give her the medal now thank you. ]
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I'm not at all opposed to that idea. If that's something you'd care to try.
[ And her other form doesn't frighten him in the least. How could it? He knows her, loves her, no matter what shape she's in. ]
You know you need only ever ask.
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I shall try.
[ Which goes without saying - ]
... I... I liked it too when you... took charge of me. That was... thatwasverylovelytoo.
[ :T!! ]
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Ah. The last festival, you mean.
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[ Embarassed, she has to stop again. ]
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And it is no easy thing to ask for.
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And I liked the playing, too. Your eyes were so bright, it was wonderful.
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I wasn't sure...after all of that happened, I confess I wasn't sure how to feel about it. Any of it. At least not at the time.
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That's what worried me.
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Or that the feeling of control made you act a way you did not think you should?
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